i’ve had a lovely day and yet at this hour, i’m feeling completely worn out. and since i have such a big day tomorrow i think i’ll go to bed soon. in fourteen hours it will all be over and the knot in my stomach will go away… i think. i hate that i work myself up about little thing’s like this. it’s not that big of a deal. i just don’t like people being mean to me. i hope he’s not mean.

i’ll be going christmas shopping tomorrow. i know what you’re thinking, “yay! louissa will buy me a chrismas present.” unfortunately, this girl is in debt this year and doesn’t have money to buy presents. but that doesn’t mean that you have to return the gift you bought for me — i simply adore getting presents and don’t you remember always hearing that it’s better to give then recieve?

oh goodness. i think it’s time for me to head upstairs.

The rocket racer’s all tuckered out
Superman’s in pajamas on the couch
Goodnight moon, we’ll find the mouse
And I love you

Godspeed, little man
Sweet dreams, little man
Oh my love will fly to you each night on angels wings
Godspeed
Sweet dreams