2:40pm and i’m going home for the day. with the click of a button i accidentally changed my theme. now it’s pink. technically i think people would say i’m getting too old for such looks. but i say that i should have fun while i’m still young. i’m in a musical. opening night is tonight.… Continue reading ramblings…

i decided something this morning as i left the house with my hair in disarray and make-up-less for the thousandth time in a row since i only give myself enough time to shower and throw clothes on before i leave. i decided that i’m tired of being tired. that’s all.

i sat in a metal chair not paying much attention to the teaching on passion. i’ve heard it before, i’ll hear it again. but suddenly i couldn’t sit there unaware of what was really being said. what had come out of his mouth challenged the way i live my life. and i didn’t really like… Continue reading likes & dislikes

11:23pm. i’m finally home and i just started boiling water for noodles to settle the feeling of my stomach eating itself. my feet are sore, my mind is tired, and the idea of waking up to begin yet again another ordinary day is almost too monotonous for me to handle. but i tell myself to… Continue reading

the alarm goes off at 7:30.  i finally get out of bed around 7:45.  after a quick jump in the shower, clothes are put on for the day, and i’m downstairs by 8:10.  i reach in the cupboard for the biggest mug i can find all the while annoyed with myself for my morning ritual… Continue reading the requested update