Archive for November, 2005

to louissa from washington.

Tuesday, November 15th, 2005

hi friend.

i never did write you and tell you all about myself. seems you found me by searching your own name on google. who knew that there would be another louissa out there and a link to her website would be first on the list? here’s a bit about me, louissa sinclair.

my full name is Louissa Elaine Sinclair. my aunt judy’s middle name is Elaine.

i know one other girl with my same name. her mother was at my birth. but they spell it a little different. i do believe they like it this way: L-U-I-S-S-A.

i am seventeen, a senior in high-school, and don’t have my license yet. i do have good news though. i signed up to take a test yesterday. now all i have to do is pass it.

i have one father and one mother. i have six sisters and two brothers. i have two brother-in-laws and a niece and nephew. i simply adore my family.

all of us, except for my one brother who is in college, live in the same small town that has one diner, one bank, one gas station, one market, one bar, one park, and three churches. i’ve lived here all my life.

my father is the pastor of one of those churches. my little world revolves around church activities, and most importantly, Jesus, my Savior.

i don’t like riding on bikes.
i don’t like running.
i don’t like blueberries — well, really any berries.
i don’t like cold wet days when i have to go out.
i don’t like drawing.
i don’t like the game monopoly.
i don’t like vaccuming.

i do like reading.
i do like italian food.
i do like walking.
i do like lilacs.
i do like having my hair brushed.
i do like theatre.
i do like the day march 15.

there. a bit about me.

a terrible buzz

Saturday, November 12th, 2005

i’m never drinking coffee again. i feel so terribly sick to my stomach and so dizzy that the idea of throwing all of this caffeine up suddenly sounds like the best idea ever.

i’ve been thinking about a few things and was going to write about them, but i think i’ll wait until my dizzy spells stop.

i feel horrible. i’m telling a friend that i can’t go with her tonight to a concert. my “to do” list is too long and my stomach is telling me to stay put for the evening.

oh well.

here they be.

Thursday, November 10th, 2005

alrighty. so i had some pictures taken… and figured while i was at it, i’d have my sister take them and if i liked any then i could think about using one for my senior picture. i’m not sure i’ll end up using any of them, but we’ll see.

my sister wants to do it again at some point and try to get some really good ones. if we do, i’ll do a few things different.

1. more eye makeup
2. try to be more relaxed (anyone wanna come, talk, laugh, and try to get me to be real?)

and leslie, i took one with the glasses. : )

pictures.

change

Wednesday, November 9th, 2005

i may look a little different the next time you see me.

: )

sense and sensibility

Tuesday, November 8th, 2005

“Always resignation and acceptance. Always prudence and honour and duty. Elinor, where is your heart?”

“What do you know of my heart? What do you know of anything but your own suffering. For weeks, Marianne, I’ve had this pressing on me without being at liberty to speak of it to a single creature. It was forced on me by the very person whose prior claims ruined all my hope. I have endured her exultations again and again whilst knowing myself to be divided from Edward forever. Believe me, Marianne, had I not been bound to silence I could have provided proof enough of a broken heart, even for you.”

. . .

“My heart is, and always will be, yours.”

that thing you do

Tuesday, November 8th, 2005

so i’m still working on this… you know, trying to flip the video clip so we don’t view it sideways, but i decided to give you the link now instead of waiting awhile. it’s the most adorable boy singing “P2P2.”

for now, pretend that it is already flipped.

gabriel.

they are all mine

Tuesday, November 8th, 2005

look. i got something new… and i did it in my allotted time.

you should try posting bad pictures of yourself… it really is lots of fun.

my barn.

so i’ve noticed i tend to claim alot of things that aren’t really mine.

for example:

yup, him. : )

sad stephen

Sunday, November 6th, 2005

“You will love, you will be loved.
You will grow up, and do so much.
You will be strong, you will be sung.
By all the mermaids. Silver mermaids…”

Was I wrong? Should I have run?
I wanted all, I wanted young
And portrait faces…I was taken.

Did I love? I didn’t care.
Did I grow up? Well, unaware.
And was I strong? And was I sung?
How do I haunt Trafalgar fog
And find I want so much, still want…

i don’t mind washing dishes as long as i can listen to duncan.

the two spoiled girls

Friday, November 4th, 2005

my beautiful baby.

she looks like her aunt louissa.

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ryan: those are cool pants. did i buy them for you?

me: no, carina did.

yeah, and they say that i, louissa sinclair, am spoiled?!

whatever.

gabriel

Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005

i LOVE my little boy.