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September, 2005

  1. you and me

    September 6, 2005 by louissa

    i don’t really like myself. so i don’t blame you if you don’t like me.

    it’s not that i woke up this morning, and realized that i hate what i’ve become — because i haven’t become anything. and that’s what i hate.

    i hate that i haven’t changed. i hate that i’m still making the same mistakes. i hate that i’m learning the same lessons. and i hate that i still come off as a stuck-up person to the same people.

    ever wonder why God loves you?

    yeah, that’s me. right now. but i’m awfully glad that He does. and i’m awfully glad for those of you who have loved me through the thick and thin.

    anyways… linkin park is depressing. why did i like them so much?

    Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
    Every step that I take is another mistake to you
    And every second I waste is more than I can take


  2. my day

    September 5, 2005 by louissa

    we drove and listened to sara evans. we drove and listened to brooks and dunn. that’s when he turned it off. we eventually got out of the car.

    we walked through the woods, we sat by the falls, we talked a bit, we walked some more, we posed for a picture, we ate a bit, we laughed alot, we ate some more, we walked some more, posed for another picture, walked back, got in our cars, and drove home.

    it was a lovely day.

    tomorrow is her birthday.

    some of the strange ways people stumble across my site:

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  3. September 3, 2005 by louissa

    you can only go so long without pictures.


  4. just stuff

    September 2, 2005 by louissa

    gabriel doesn’t have a splash cymbal on his set anymore. why? because colin doesn’t, colin is the new favorite, and colin gave him his first set of real drumsticks. another someone told me that we need to start teaching the kid – “he’s got rhythm.”

    “hey. what up sis?” yup, eric’s back from summer break.

    because of these high gas prices, my sister and i are converting to amish-ness, and we’ll be able to use horse-n-buggy instead of a car that needs gasoline. we’ll be starting our own community that allows music and computer time after 7:00pm and a bathroom is a must (beans, i just decided about the bathroom. remember kazakhstan?). we already figured out that beans has to get married so an income will still be coming in – but we got it taken care of. do you wanna join us? it’ll be grand! real simple living with no gas!

    i watched my sister bring in the mail. i thought of how wonderful it would be if someone had sent me a little something – just because they love me and know that i love mail. and i think i should think that more as the mail is being brought in, because i did get a letter. from my friend.

    our freezer is packed with ice cream. my mom bought 7 gallons this morning (there was a major sale) and my dad came home tonight with 3 more. yeah, we like our ice cream around here.

    we had family breakfast this morning. afterwards a time of worship and prayer. i loved every minute of it. there is nothing more wonderful, then to look out into a crowd of people, have your 1-year-old niece see you, and with her two chubby arms reach for you. there is nothing like standing around a drumset the whole evening with your nephew, exclaiming over the color, encouraging him as he tentatively makes his way to the drums, and laughing with him because he thinks this is the most wonderful thing ever. my family and my babies are everything to me.

    carol reads this. i love you carol!


  5. nuttin’ much

    September 1, 2005 by louissa

    gabriel sat next to me while eating dinner. i asked him what his favorite thing about their house was. “the yellow and the hard ground.” i laugh and think about the influence that aunts have. after all, our baby b now says “uh-oh!” thanks to aunt beans. yes, we teach them all the important things in life.

    i will live to love You
    i will live to bring You praise
    i will live as a child in awe of You


  6. the old cookie story

    September 1, 2005 by louissa

    so my sister asked me to make cookies for the meeting tonight. she asked, “can you make them without doubling the sugar?” i laughed and told her i could. and i did as i said. i did not double the sugar. i just doubled the salt, baking soda, and vanilla.

    ohmydeargoodness.